Year 10 makes me tired.

its been ONE WEEK and i'm already dead.
DEAD.
not like ''dead'' but really i'm ok.
as in DEAD.
i feel like falling asleep every waking moment and
i'm still tired no matter how early i sleep.
i feel so weak that sickness is easily just around the corner
which i REALLY can not afford and ITS ONLY YEAR 10.
which MEANS
in year 11 and 12 after i died in year 10 i would have been
sent to hell to boil in my own blood untill i disintergrate from
dry bones into dust and then collect all my strength again
to make a skeleton again and somehow resurrect from hell
and back into the earth as a diseased woman who thinks that
she's a vampire and doesn't sleep but really dies because she needs it.

ANYWAY.
our group split...............................
i guess it was inevitable since as the numbers grow its harder
to be close to people you used to be.
but life moves on and i'd jus tlike to quote what i said on jo's fb status.

jo's status: shit happens
my reply: