missing you in advance.

Mum's going to china tomorrow. When i start to think about it, i get this feeling as if i feel the future and suddenly i already start to miss her and feel depressed and lonely and then realise i'm still sitting here in the present and my whole family is right here with me in the lounge room and pepper is staring up at me as usual trying to convince me that she is being a good girl and therefore i should invite her onto the comfortable haven that is the couch.