wondering away

i'm so tired right now. i don't even know why, most nights i have been getting 9 hours of sleep which is quite a lot. i am so exhausted and i still don't know what co-curriculars to do next year. rowing or not to row. production or no production. i just want to do 2/3rds, (dancing, production, rowing) but if i do rowing i might be dead and won't even have the energy to appreciate or enjoy it properly, and if i don't do rowing and try production...well i might not even get in. which is great, because that leaves me only with 1/3rd. i am tired of thinking. 1. if only i had a time turner. 2. if only i could just dissapear for a while...