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FINALLY finished a week of 2xmaths assessments.
Thankfully the school certificate wasn't that hard,
although the quardratics assessment was.
I'm thinking about when i look back to the olden days
when my life was seen through the eyes of what is now.
these little tests won't make a difference, the unecessary stress
only adding a thousandth of a wrinkle to our face.
when we are young. we want to be old, over and done with with now.
when we are old, we want to be young, back to when we never knew
the clusters of the old. and so begins a never ending social cycle
of humans and their lack of appreciativeness and not knowing until

knowing is what destroys them in the end.

I KNOW. i don't make sense. i never make sense. 

my life is like a sandwhich made of two leaves and a cherry. but i do make sense.
when i decide to rant i never make sense though.

don't you wish you could be cool like the cool people you see in cool pictures?

i do. always. but like i said. we always want what we don't have and when we

do have that something we always want to go back to when we didn't have it.