Year 10 makes me tired.

its been ONE WEEK and i'm already dead.
DEAD.
not like ''dead'' but really i'm ok.
as in DEAD.
i feel like falling asleep every waking moment and
i'm still tired no matter how early i sleep.
i feel so weak that sickness is easily just around the corner
which i REALLY can not afford and ITS ONLY YEAR 10.
which MEANS
in year 11 and 12 after i died in year 10 i would have been
sent to hell to boil in my own blood untill i disintergrate from
dry bones into dust and then collect all my strength again
to make a skeleton again and somehow resurrect from hell
and back into the earth as a diseased woman who thinks that
she's a vampire and doesn't sleep but really dies because she needs it.

ANYWAY.
our group split...............................
i guess it was inevitable since as the numbers grow its harder
to be close to people you used to be.
but life moves on and i'd jus tlike to quote what i said on jo's fb status.

jo's status: shit happens
my reply:

Birthday Bliss

Yesterday was my b'day and it was AWESOME!!
thankyou anyone who wished me a happy birthday!! it made me smileee!!
special shout out for those of you who even gave me a prezzie!!
the frankie book and the gp voucher is SUPER thoughtful! i extremely love it!
and jane and annie for super cool stationery and carrie for the cloud journal!!
not only the gifts,
the day was in general..really fun! i had a yummy garlic chicken and salad lunch
and we only had one subject! (more importantly, that one subject wasn't maths)

on a side note, i've been inspired by jo to make goals!! i've been procrastinating but i think its time!

• get into japanese exchange
• grow in my christianity and try harder to apply things i learn into life rather than ignoring it
• PASS piano exam
• PASS musicianship exam
• NOT allow maccas or study make me stressed out or unhappy!
• be organised and start assignments at least a week before
• not fail in maths (impossible goal)
• reach 165 cm (impossible goal)

just as a note...i'm super happy because last year i had three goals:

• find a dance class and learn how to dance
• find a youth group that i want to stick with
• find a job

and they all came true!!
goodluck for your goals this year!!