the present is at its peak and a step forward means falling.

I don't know. but I feel like if we get any more 'advanced' or 'developed', we will actually end up degrading the lives in which we live in. For example, we'll create more technology, we'll get more lazy, and although there probably won't be one major source of this, there will be many minor ones. and that gives us the option to do things easlier, more conveniently, which I'm sure is the option most of us will choose. Robots, digital everything, online shopping, advertisements on screens, taller buildings, flashing lights, liquid meals. The future? I reckon Wall-e isn't far off.

On another note, I BOUGHT NEW JAZZ SHOEEES! and omg. they. were. EXPENSIVE. now think of a REALLY MASSIVE NUMBER. .... OKAY THEY WERE........OMG...SO EXPENSIVE.....$69!!!!!!! They're really cool though, and leather...but still. anyway. enjoy this picture and my matt and my socks and my shoes.

bored without and face nor a book

So I recently swapped facebook passwords with a friend and now find my time on the computer almost boring and strange because there is so much time now... (evidence: fb is destroying my life) so i decided to edit some photos on picnik, all photo credit goes to carrie: an amazing photographer. let me know what you guys think, and if you want me to take down a photo thats fine, just give me a shout :) click to enlarge them

(someone looks really cool here..)   Kath, Lana,  we miss you :(

wall love

i'm a little tired of the way i have poorly 'decorated' my room but for the time being theres not much that i will do about it....i'll just have to wait till the holidays when i can swim in a lake of time and possibly drown...but for the now i can only stare at a little inspiration coming from the experts.

American Apparel updates.

so yeah. i want to work at american apparel and i think now you can understand why..wanna work with me anyone? today was horrible. i felt like i was playing violin all day and i'm quite tempted to quit. but i don't think i will. great. and my mum left an hour ago. good. i'm fighting more with my sister these days good. i have exams in three weeks. good. i feel uber unappreciative. excellent.

missing you in advance.

Mum's going to china tomorrow. When i start to think about it, i get this feeling as if i feel the future and suddenly i already start to miss her and feel depressed and lonely and then realise i'm still sitting here in the present and my whole family is right here with me in the lounge room and pepper is staring up at me as usual trying to convince me that she is being a good girl and therefore i should invite her onto the comfortable haven that is the couch.

Stuffington

I had dancing last night and it was really fun as usual, except this time we did turns which i have never done before and therefore i sucked. and i'm still uber behind in my routine....

We had netball this morning and we lost by so much we didn't even bother knowing the score :D

CONGRATULATIONS EVE!! (sorry its a bit late...) YOU ARE AWESOME AND GOING TO BECOME A PRO BALLERINA!! wait...you already are!

Can't wait! i have RICE RALLY tonight and its going to be awesome!! i've decided not to do rowing..but i might pick up other stuff like a job/volunteering or maybe even join a netball club...

to an animal

(don't worry kath i'm uber behind in the letter challenge too)
Dear (you guessed it) PEPPER!
at present, you are lying on my uber expensive and comfy bed.
You look like a blob of fluff.
You are a hobo.
Theres a thing called showering, you should try it sometime.
LOVE YOU.


Debs

wondering away

i'm so tired right now. i don't even know why, most nights i have been getting 9 hours of sleep which is quite a lot. i am so exhausted and i still don't know what co-curriculars to do next year. rowing or not to row. production or no production. i just want to do 2/3rds, (dancing, production, rowing) but if i do rowing i might be dead and won't even have the energy to appreciate or enjoy it properly, and if i don't do rowing and try production...well i might not even get in. which is great, because that leaves me only with 1/3rd. i am tired of thinking. 1. if only i had a time turner. 2. if only i could just dissapear for a while...

Remote control

FINALLY finished a week of 2xmaths assessments.
Thankfully the school certificate wasn't that hard,
although the quardratics assessment was.
I'm thinking about when i look back to the olden days
when my life was seen through the eyes of what is now.
these little tests won't make a difference, the unecessary stress
only adding a thousandth of a wrinkle to our face.
when we are young. we want to be old, over and done with with now.
when we are old, we want to be young, back to when we never knew
the clusters of the old. and so begins a never ending social cycle
of humans and their lack of appreciativeness and not knowing until

knowing is what destroys them in the end.

I KNOW. i don't make sense. i never make sense. 

my life is like a sandwhich made of two leaves and a cherry. but i do make sense.
when i decide to rant i never make sense though.

don't you wish you could be cool like the cool people you see in cool pictures?

i do. always. but like i said. we always want what we don't have and when we

do have that something we always want to go back to when we didn't have it.

rant of life.

well i started jazz as well on friday and my muscles are aching! but i guess thats a good thing, we lost our netball game 5-8 and apparently i'm 'good at WD' even though i am a shooter? well i didn't get to play shooter at all during the game which is fantastic. == but wd is okay i guess...i'm still not sure whether i should do rowing. at the moment my mum  says she doesn't really want me doing it because she''ll be really exhausted and business right now is really stressful...but i don't know. should i just not do it or think about whether i want to do it, and then find a way? HELP ME!! leave a hint in my tagboard pretty pleeease.

dancing

omgg all week i have been trying to figure out whether i should start jazz, 

and I asked my teacher today and she said it will be fine for me to pick up!

 it was so fun!! we stretched then did leaps/jumps 

and i didn't fail (aka. fall over and hit my head) 

i think i want to keep up dancing for a while..its so fun!

but on the other hand i think i failed maths.

oh well, getting that 'A' in my year 10 school certificate maths assessment

 won't get me that dream job :)

prime minister

who are you?
i hope you are tony abott because your party is better.
i don't like julia gillard.
she likes to pay lots of billions
and give back nothing.
woot.
fail economy.

least favourite material object

my clock.
a constant reminder that life is ticking away.
quite literally.
telling me the things that still need to be done,
the things that i never managed to do,
that the world around me moves forward
and never stops untill the day you look at the clock
and it is still, not because it is battery-less,
but because you have escaped this madness.

my most favourite material object

my dog.

week-end-ed

Yesterday I went to ******** markets, it was really fun!

I went with sophie and i bought the sweetest little vintage backpack

for only $10 :) i was tempted to also buy a jacket and book,

but i used my epic power of self-control and didn't.