Three days of cool

Yeah. my 'original' title  basically sums up the following post:
Saturday (Christmas)

• ate yummy pancakes with blue berries, mango, nectarines and nutella (not at the same time)
• spent the whole day with sis and mum
• OPENEDD PRESENTSS!!
• got a:
• YELLOW UKELELE
• black and white printed flowy dress
• small blue clock
• AWESOME cookie mug (THANKS SO MUCH CARRIE!!)
• watched youtube videos with my sis (aka. bludged..its the dream....)
• practised piano! (well one song..but it was somewhat hardcore)
• ate a ROAST LAMB LEG WITH ROAST VEGETABLES AND GRAVYYY

 photo credit: carrie. my new ukelele! we call him: Big Ted

Sunday (boxing day)

• spent whole day with sis and mum!
• ate yummy milkybun and a nutella toast for brekky
• cooked noodles for lunch
• PLAYED UKELELE
• chuppee-by cocoon
• my time with you-david choi and kia grannis
• sure thing-miguel
• bludged in my sisters room watching her clean her room (fav. pasttime)
• cleand my room
• chopped pumpkin and potato with our new 'wasabi' SUPER PRO KNIFE!! mmm
• shoved stale oreos in the oven and they came out CRUNCHY and the white icing was EXTRA SMOOTH...try it ;)
• played more ukelele!!
• d&med with jie jie and mummy...sort of...

a little redeco with my new russian dolls! (thanks carrie!)

Monday (post boxing day)

• went to CITY WESTFIELD WITH MUM AND SIS
• visited david jones food court but didn't ea there...
• got super pissed for some reason...
• went to pro yum cha and pigged out!
• somewhat got over my angryness
• walked around the westfield
• IT IS SUPER AWESOME and is decorated like a museum
• sass and bide=yummy
• WENT TO HYPE and bought sandals!! 20% off! i've been eyeing them for afew months now...at first when i saw them they were like $120, then $109, then $80 and now got them for $64! (yeah i've been stalking the price tag for a while)
• went to max brennerrr!!
• caught a bus back to world square
• ate yet again at a yummy japanese place
• SHOCKING NEWS: i now officially eat more than my mum and sister. O.O
• played some more uke :)

do fries really come from france?

yeah. so this is a quick post!
so first of all
I GOT THE JOB AT MACCAS!
*does an embarrassingly non-tactful victory dance*
and secondly wow. i have a lot to think about!!
there are so many good things as well as some bad things
as well as some other things. I think (you see? another thought there)
thoughts are like neverending. they're unlimited. there are literally no
boundaries. like for example, thinking about a girl in a yellow dress
eating ice cream
thats melting while five and a half ants eat the melted part
and a flower on the other side of the universe is dying of heatstroke
while a bunny rabbit piggy backs a robin which poos on an imaginary
beehive that naked mole rats live in while drinking a concoction of
blood orange and cough syrup.

REALLY RANDOM. but yeah. i wonder if anyone has thought that before....
as creepy
and scary
as it sounds. i think it is these few years where I develop who I am....
and I'm learning more about the world around me.
my bubble is somewhat popped and i'm learning to accept (whilst sometimes complaining)
about this WORLD. but of course i'll continue to do this untill i die.
the world holds so much knowledge.
its like.
ther internet.
which is like thoughts + the world= DOUBLE WHAMMY!!!!!!!

anyway. too many complex thoughts.
I'll end with this. something nice and simple that i made up afew days ago.

DON'T LET THE WORLD EAT YOU. EAT THE WORLD.

contrast my face.

As you can probably tell from the title, i'm a little pissed off right now. The weekend on the other hand was A M A Z I N G yet today was almost  the opposite.
Saturday:

• went to dance 'trophy day'
• Got a participation tropy AND a medal for most improved!
• My teacher said I was 'clever' and I had done well
• Physically handed in my resume for Maccas, the manager said I COULD PROBABLY GET A JOB OR INTERVIEW BY NEXT WEEK!
• I cooked a somewhat expensive beef and it was really yummy!

Sunday:

• went to church
• had fun with my friends
• went to kids xtra
• went to COOGEE with my youthgroup!
• Had an awesome time swimmin in the beach
• Ate yummy chicken wings and sausage sizzle
• Swam again!
• Went to dinner with Mum and ate yummy eggplant

Today (Monday) :

• FOUND OUT I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW GOT SUPER PUMPED
• Went to yum cha with Mum (yum! this was good)
• Wanted to order mango pancake first but mum said to wait. then there was none left (tolerable)
• Was lectured by mum
• booked an interview for later (with the sacrifice of going late to my friend's house) as other option was in in TWO WEEKS
• prepared: wore 'smart' clothes, got my passport/identification and ready to answer questions
• went there, tripped on a random cup of coke on the floor, spilling all over my foot
• a different manager said there was no one to interview me
• booked a time on thursday which means I CAN'T GO TO MELBOURNE FOR A DAY WITH MY MUM
• waited in traffic to go to my friend's place
• HAD HEAPS OF FUN (highlight/second highlight of the day)
• had to leave early
• told off for not talking
• to do Pepper's poo

I KNOW this is super spoilt/brattish/stupid/immature but i'm still eligble for this excuse at least: hey, i'm a teenager. any of you guys feeling mood swinging/pissed off one day and mega happy the next? I swear sunday was a perfect day. but unfortunately all sayings are held together by strings of truth. what goes up, must come down.

part of my 'polly in a pocket of wonderland' series

bored in the holidays-what to do?

so recently i've gotten into youtube which when you think about it.....
what does it mean?
what is a 'tube'?
is it supposed to be an insult?
but besides that. i've been really tempted to start an account and make
video rants/blogs...don't judge me..i'm just INCREDIBLY bored.
so really, things i can do in the next two months:

• continuously eat
• Go outside and get melonoma
• Stare at my computer and book in a spot at the optomitrist to get glasses by the end
• study
• exercise
• practise piano
• do musicianship
• (attempt) to make videos!

so yeah. also this peer pressure with bikinis. now i feel like i should buy one.
I DON'T GET IT . at WHICH POINT did everyone make the switch? whats'
wrong with the trusty one piece? would you walk around in your underwear?
isn't bikinis like...underwear...except, more colourful and waterproof? sigh.
my stubbornness does not withstand peer pressure unfortnately, one day i'll just have
to do it. thanks nike for encouraging peer pressure.

I was never really afraid of voldemort

There are many things to fear in life.

• hairy spiders
• anorexic spiders
• spiders
• worms
• centi/millipedes
• cockroaches
• mosquitos
• snakes
• drunk people
• mass murderers
• north korean government

But if you think about it, if you truly truly think about it. The things that you are

actually afraid of are all abstract.

I don't know about you, but one of my biggest fears is actually lonliness.

I'm not sure exactly why, maybe its because i'm used to being surrounded by my family

who constantly love and care for me, and have good friends. Sometimes, even the bitter

moments where their presence is suddenly slipped from my fingers, can make me scared.

Actually, i'm not sure whether i'm scared, or just suddenly sad. The feeling that you're missing someone.

That that person used to be there, in that room, but is now gone. Nothing about them remains,

not their laugh, smile or voice. Maybe the fact of not knowing. where are they? when will they return?

I often get this feeling when someone is about to leave, mostly overseas or on a trip. I just don't

know how to combat it. thnk about something else? why am i so not tolerant to begin with?

or am i just really pessimistic? whatever the reason, what i fear most, is that pang of the heart you get,

when you really miss someone, or you know they'll be gone soon, and that in a little while you'll be

by yourself, with nothing but the echo of a memory.

what's worse. is when you shared something special with that person, whether a movie, a show,

food or a game. and the next time you meet that something, but by yourself, everything seems

to remind you of a memory, a good memory, but in the physical world there is nothing and

the presence you felt is no longer there. and suddenly, so suddenly. you just feel a little lonely.



The mystery of the first impression is never really solved.

FIRST DAY OF SUMMER!!

first DAY of summer!!

first day of SUMMER!!

first day of summer.

FIRST day of summer!

first day of summer.......

first day of summer?

yeah. you get the picture? so its the first day of summer ( you must be sick of hearing that phrase by now) and its raining, its pouring and i'm glad that i can not see an old man snoring because that would be creepy. As humans, we are often quite affected by what our first impressions are on things, and that doesn't really change until something else happens..but when life is smooth whether that first impression was valid or not is a mystery that no one finds the need to investigate. OR maybe there is just no answer.

perhaps there are just too many impressions which then are added together to help you identify that something...as a particular personality, character or feature, and possibly helps us grow closer to the 'truth'. is one impression that important at all? or is it just the time that allows us to gather them in a basket?

who knows, but i hope the rest of summer isn't like this. rainy, cold, and slightly miserable. on the up side, today was THE OFFICIAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Unfortunately exciting things are less exciting as you grow old...your birthday, christmas, holidays, end of school, start of school.....maybe our expectations just continually rise and until you accept that afew levels before your expectation only begins to touch on reality, you can find peace.

had a great day hanging out with carrie, jo and ivy!! ate YUMMEH food and enjoyed some awesome time together regardless of the weather!!! hope you guys had fun too!! and happy holidays for those of you who are going away!! we'll miss you!