Monday, December 27, 2010

Three days of cool

Yeah. my 'original' title  basically sums up the following post:
Saturday (Christmas)
  • ate yummy pancakes with blue berries, mango, nectarines and nutella (not at the same time)
  • spent the whole day with sis and mum
  • OPENEDD PRESENTSS!!
  • got a:
    • YELLOW UKELELE
    • black and white printed flowy dress
    • small blue clock
    • AWESOME cookie mug (THANKS SO MUCH CARRIE!!)
  • watched youtube videos with my sis (aka. bludged..its the dream....)
  • practised piano! (well one song..but it was somewhat hardcore)
  • ate a ROAST LAMB LEG WITH ROAST VEGETABLES AND GRAVYYY
 photo credit: carrie. my new ukelele! we call him: Big Ted

Sunday (boxing day)
  • spent whole day with sis and mum!
  • ate yummy milkybun and a nutella toast for brekky
  • cooked noodles for lunch
  • PLAYED UKELELE
    • chuppee-by cocoon
    • my time with you-david choi and kia grannis
    • sure thing-miguel
  • bludged in my sisters room watching her clean her room (fav. pasttime)
  • cleand my room
  • chopped pumpkin and potato with our new 'wasabi' SUPER PRO KNIFE!! mmm
  • shoved stale oreos in the oven and they came out CRUNCHY and the white icing was EXTRA SMOOTH...try it ;)
  • played more ukelele!!
  • d&med with jie jie and mummy...sort of...
a little redeco with my new russian dolls! (thanks carrie!)
Monday (post boxing day)
  • went to CITY WESTFIELD WITH MUM AND SIS
  • visited david jones food court but didn't ea there...
  • got super pissed for some reason...
  • went to pro yum cha and pigged out!
  • somewhat got over my angryness
  • walked around the westfield
  • IT IS SUPER AWESOME and is decorated like a museum
  • sass and bide=yummy
  • WENT TO HYPE and bought sandals!! 20% off! i've been eyeing them for afew months now...at first when i saw them they were like $120, then $109, then $80 and now got them for $64! (yeah i've been stalking the price tag for a while)
  • went to max brennerrr!!
  • caught a bus back to world square
  • ate yet again at a yummy japanese place
  • SHOCKING NEWS: i now officially eat more than my mum and sister. O.O
  • played some more uke :)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

do fries really come from france?

yeah. so this is a quick post!
so first of all
I GOT THE JOB AT MACCAS!
*does an embarrassingly non-tactful victory dance*
and secondly wow. i have a lot to think about!!
there are so many good things as well as some bad things
as well as some other things. I think (you see? another thought there)
thoughts are like neverending. they're unlimited. there are literally no
boundaries. like for example, thinking about a girl in a yellow dress
eating ice cream
thats melting while five and a half ants eat the melted part
and a flower on the other side of the universe is dying of heatstroke
while a bunny rabbit piggy backs a robin which poos on an imaginary
beehive that naked mole rats live in while drinking a concoction of
blood orange and cough syrup.

REALLY RANDOM. but yeah. i wonder if anyone has thought that before....
as creepy
and scary
as it sounds. i think it is these few years where I develop who I am....
and I'm learning more about the world around me.
my bubble is somewhat popped and i'm learning to accept (whilst sometimes complaining)
about this WORLD. but of course i'll continue to do this untill i die.
the world holds so much knowledge.
its like.
ther internet.
which is like thoughts + the world= DOUBLE WHAMMY!!!!!!!

anyway. too many complex thoughts.
I'll end with this. something nice and simple that i made up afew days ago.

DON'T LET THE WORLD EAT YOU. EAT THE WORLD.

Monday, December 13, 2010

contrast my face.

As you can probably tell from the title, i'm a little pissed off right now. The weekend on the other hand was A M A Z I N G yet today was almost  the opposite.
Saturday:
  • went to dance 'trophy day'
  • Got a participation tropy AND a medal for most improved!
  • My teacher said I was 'clever' and I had done well
  • Physically handed in my resume for Maccas, the manager said I COULD PROBABLY GET A JOB OR INTERVIEW BY NEXT WEEK!
  • I cooked a somewhat expensive beef and it was really yummy!
Sunday:
  • went to church
  • had fun with my friends
  • went to kids xtra
  • went to COOGEE with my youthgroup!
  • Had an awesome time swimmin in the beach
  • Ate yummy chicken wings and sausage sizzle
  • Swam again!
  • Went to dinner with Mum and ate yummy eggplant
Today (Monday) :
  • FOUND OUT I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW GOT SUPER PUMPED
  • Went to yum cha with Mum (yum! this was good)
  • Wanted to order mango pancake first but mum said to wait. then there was none left (tolerable)
  • Was lectured by mum
  • booked an interview for later (with the sacrifice of going late to my friend's house) as other option was in in TWO WEEKS
  • prepared: wore 'smart' clothes, got my passport/identification and ready to answer questions
  • went there, tripped on a random cup of coke on the floor, spilling all over my foot
  • a different manager said there was no one to interview me
  • booked a time on thursday which means I CAN'T GO TO MELBOURNE FOR A DAY WITH MY MUM
  • waited in traffic to go to my friend's place
  • HAD HEAPS OF FUN (highlight/second highlight of the day)
  • had to leave early
  • told off for not talking
  • to do Pepper's poo
I KNOW this is super spoilt/brattish/stupid/immature but i'm still eligble for this excuse at least: hey, i'm a teenager. any of you guys feeling mood swinging/pissed off one day and mega happy the next? I swear sunday was a perfect day. but unfortunately all sayings are held together by strings of truth. what goes up, must come down.

part of my 'polly in a pocket of wonderland' series

Sunday, December 5, 2010

bored in the holidays-what to do?

so recently i've gotten into youtube which when you think about it.....
what does it mean?
what is a 'tube'?
is it supposed to be an insult?
but besides that. i've been really tempted to start an account and make
video rants/blogs...don't judge me..i'm just INCREDIBLY bored.
so really, things i can do in the next two months:
  • continuously eat
  • Go outside and get melonoma
  • Stare at my computer and book in a spot at the optomitrist to get glasses by the end
  • study
  • exercise
  • practise piano
  • do musicianship
  • (attempt) to make videos!
so yeah. also this peer pressure with bikinis. now i feel like i should buy one.
I DON'T GET IT . at WHICH POINT did everyone make the switch? whats'
wrong with the trusty one piece? would you walk around in your underwear?
isn't bikinis like...underwear...except, more colourful and waterproof? sigh.
my stubbornness does not withstand peer pressure unfortnately, one day i'll just have
to do it. thanks nike for encouraging peer pressure.

    Thursday, December 2, 2010

    I was never really afraid of voldemort

    There are many things to fear in life.
    • hairy spiders
    • anorexic spiders
    • spiders
    • worms
    • centi/millipedes
    • cockroaches
    • mosquitos
    • snakes
    • drunk people
    • mass murderers
    • north korean government
    But if you think about it, if you truly truly think about it. The things that you are
    actually afraid of are all abstract.

    I don't know about you, but one of my biggest fears is actually lonliness.
    I'm not sure exactly why, maybe its because i'm used to being surrounded by my family
    who constantly love and care for me, and have good friends. Sometimes, even the bitter
    moments where their presence is suddenly slipped from my fingers, can make me scared.

    Actually, i'm not sure whether i'm scared, or just suddenly sad. The feeling that you're missing someone.
    That that person used to be there, in that room, but is now gone. Nothing about them remains,
    not their laugh, smile or voice. Maybe the fact of not knowing. where are they? when will they return?

    I often get this feeling when someone is about to leave, mostly overseas or on a trip. I just don't
    know how to combat it. thnk about something else? why am i so not tolerant to begin with?
    or am i just really pessimistic? whatever the reason, what i fear most, is that pang of the heart you get,
    when you really miss someone, or you know they'll be gone soon, and that in a little while you'll be
    by yourself, with nothing but the echo of a memory.

    what's worse. is when you shared something special with that person, whether a movie, a show,
    food or a game. and the next time you meet that something, but by yourself, everything seems
    to remind you of a memory, a good memory, but in the physical world there is nothing and
    the presence you felt is no longer there. and suddenly, so suddenly. you just feel a little lonely.

    

    Wednesday, December 1, 2010

    The mystery of the first impression is never really solved.

    FIRST DAY OF SUMMER!!
    first DAY of summer!!
    first day of SUMMER!!
    first day of summer.
    FIRST day of summer!
    first day of summer.......
    first day of summer?

    yeah. you get the picture? so its the first day of summer ( you must be sick of hearing that phrase by now) and its raining, its pouring and i'm glad that i can not see an old man snoring because that would be creepy. As humans, we are often quite affected by what our first impressions are on things, and that doesn't really change until something else happens..but when life is smooth whether that first impression was valid or not is a mystery that no one finds the need to investigate. OR maybe there is just no answer.

    perhaps there are just too many impressions which then are added together to help you identify that something...as a particular personality, character or feature, and possibly helps us grow closer to the 'truth'. is one impression that important at all? or is it just the time that allows us to gather them in a basket?

    who knows, but i hope the rest of summer isn't like this. rainy, cold, and slightly miserable. on the up side, today was THE OFFICIAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Unfortunately exciting things are less exciting as you grow old...your birthday, christmas, holidays, end of school, start of school.....maybe our expectations just continually rise and until you accept that afew levels before your expectation only begins to touch on reality, you can find peace.

    had a great day hanging out with carrie, jo and ivy!! ate YUMMEH food and enjoyed some awesome time together regardless of the weather!!! hope you guys had fun too!! and happy holidays for those of you who are going away!! we'll miss you!

    Sunday, November 21, 2010

    OMG. HARRY POTTER. WAS. AMAZING.

    *SPOILER ALERT!!!*
    especially with the photos :)
    omgggg harry potter and the deathly hallows (part 1 ) was AMAAZZZZINGGG! its like the best movie i've ever seen! I saw it last night with my sis UBER spontaneously...we decided in like one second, went home, booked the tickets and ended up watching it!!  omggg dobby was adorable and I LOVE RON AND HERMOINE!! but when the horcrux opened...well..that was just wrong. LOVE THE AWKWARDNESS OF GINNNY AND HARRY and how george watches with his tea :) the depiction of the deathly hallows was awesome. most favourite quote: fleur: "Bill don't look at me, i'm hideous" (when she drinks the polyjuice potion to become harry) seriously want to watch it again!!!
    love the part where he's attempting to unscrew the chandelier
    (ruper grint looks his age. daniel radcliffe still looks 14)
     Fred and George: "WE'RE IDENTICAL!"
     ngawww seriously love ron and hermoine. stupid harry should hurry up and accept his place as a third wheel.
    teehee!! its voldy!! ...WITH A NOSE!

    Saturday, November 20, 2010

    silent thoughts.

    So i guess not being able to go to glebe markets and/or going to a night-time imax viewing of harry potter is not the end of the world...but its something about a build of tiredness and stress and a never ending to-do-list of work that will in no way enrich one's life. eg.  LEARNING ABOUT THE SHIFTS OF HYPERBOLE/PARABOLA/CUBIC CURVE. or that to make life complicated. what used to be known as 'y' is now known as f(x) for no particular reason. thanks. Though the term seeemed short it could end any faster. Term 4 used to be a bludge. now its not. good. on the upside, i got into peer leadership and GOT SOMETHING ON SPEECH DAY!! :D not that thats important. what is...is that i was able to have a long conversation with my mum today because she is in china and time is me waiting upon her arrival. 

    Monday, November 15, 2010

    i dream of shoes.


     OMG. how cute are these swedish shoes! I WANT A PAIR OF CLOGS! they just so chunky and adorable, too bad that ONE they're from sweden and TWO they're like 100-200$ a pair. oh well. maybe if i dream hard enough (and deprive myself from enough sleep) I'll own one of these and then i'll look awesome :)
    check out their website--> http://www.funkis.com/online_shop_clogs.htm

    Sunday, November 14, 2010

    the fast paced madness of youth only ends when we start looking back



    just some american apparel snapshots...stunning as usual. I'm starting to think more about my youth these days. its amazing what our capabilities are. as we get older, our opportunities narrow down. and soon our lives are devoted to our children. and when we are old and wrinkly, we will look back out those olden-day-digital photos of our smiles and ignorance, visualise the journey we've made, and accept that although youth was bliss, the wisdom and knowledge gained is priceless and can only be known once you become a prune. Hopefully, you'll have other prunes around you that you love that you can share life together with. Happy prune-eating everybody. :)

    Thursday, November 11, 2010

    read when holding hands with time.

    New template!
    Do you like it? I know, theres not that much to like…I mean its just…white? Is that being racist? Is it even possible to be racist to things that aren’t human? Who knows. I mean its just a colour. Maybe theres no such thing as racism. Just facts. I am yellow. Fact.

    Anyway, so the weather. Its just awesome J one day  the clouds can be a misty blue-grey and water droplets fall down onto the earth and create life. Yet for some reason we seem to think this is a bad thing? Really though, the rain is why we’re here. The rain gives us colours, the colour green for example. How would you like it if grass wasn’t green, but it was brown. I guess you wouldn’t know any better?

    But today was  different. Skies of blue and rays of sunshine. A slight cool breeze. Enough with the small talk, today I did my Alice in Wonderland audition. It didn’t last very long, but I think I tried my best, which is all I hoped for J Swimming was alright…I HEART FINS! They make me feel like I have super poweres.

    So as part of our RE project. We had to do this thing where we basically summarise the bible. I was reading about the tower of Babel. Now I don’t know what kind of whacko stories you’ve heard of about the different races and languages of the earth…or if you’ve thought about it. But my dad told me this one once. When God was creating man, he put them in the oven. First, he put it in for too little, and it came out white. Secondly, he put it in too long, and came out black. Finally, he put it in for just enough time, and it came out yellow. (that’s us asians there)

    Back to the bible. Before…like ages ago. There was one language. Babel. Babel babel babel. :D they were building this tower to the heavens…when God saw this, he thought that the people would be able to do anything, so he scattered them around the world and confused their language. I reckon that’s a pretty cool explanation, and I’m happy to accept that as a fact. Why do you reckon there are different races/languages in the world?


    Wednesday, November 10, 2010

    shopping 'spree' when I should studying :)

    Sunday was an almost perfect day!

    • Went to youth group/church and it was fun as usual
    • Managed to convince my sister to come to the service halfway through (this is God's handywork here!)
    • Ate UBER YUMMEH 'Stir fry Tom Yum noodles' which is the BEST THAI DISH I HAVE EVER EATEN
    • Drank uber yummy thai milk tea!
    • Shopped at chatswood westfield and bought dancing stuff
    • Went to target and found an UBER COOL skirt!
    • It said it was $5 = UBER CHEAP
    • went to the counter and the dude said it was $3.64
    • He then said in a monotone voice: "did you still want to get it?" 
    • my jaw fell off
    • Went to SAN CHURROS and ate ...churros!!
    • Went home and tried on everything with my sister!!!
    • Took some photos in newly bought clothing
    • Cooked a yummy penne with wine and garlic sauce
    • Had a great day!

    thats the skirt! :) you can't really see it ...but yahs. :) above is my sister and bleached hair too :)

    Saturday, November 6, 2010

    my dog just trembled in her sleep

    What’s white, fluffy and is eaten ‎by Aussies for dinner? Sheep! So I ‎have this friend who’s a bit of a ‎sheep. She used to enjoy tea ‎parties, wearing long summery ‎dresses and spending time with her ‎family. ‎

    But now, she’s partying all the ‎time, and she’s cut her dresses so ‎short that here at *school*, she would ‎have been given…a Tuesday. ‎Afternoon. detention. And her ‎name? Society.‎
    Right now, society is not hitting ‎the right note. Our attitudes are ‎simply not helping the world ‎around us. As the Dalai Lama says. ‎‎“Since periods of change…it is up ‎to each of us to make the best use ‎of our time to help create a ‎happier world.”‎

    So as the present, what are we ‎doing? Well, we have money, we ‎have time, and so it seems that the ‎only thing left to do, is look in the ‎mirror, and put on eyeliner. ‎

    We are so overwhelmed by our ‎luxuries that it has become a ‎materialistic hole filled with make ‎up, serious weight issues and boys. ‎Take Barbie. She’s just the best ‎influence on kids around the ‎world! She’s plastic, has all the ‎latest trends and is anorexic!‎

    Subconsciously, this image is ‎exactly what we’re becoming! So ‎society is busy getting plastic ‎surgery while the earth is melting. ‎So follow! And be a sheep! ‎Because the world is counting and ‎soon it will fall asleep.‎


    So there it is! my speech for the round 3 thingy ma-bob. and for those interested I came third! :) but yeah. society is digging it's own grave.

    Sunday, October 31, 2010

    back from armidale.




    armidale was the best:) it was so funnn. it was basically a 6 day and 5 night sleepover filled with layers and layers of excursions spread with goey booklet sauce but crisp with the lettuce and tomato that are my friends. Took about 6 hundred photos (average of 100/day) and will post them some time in the near future. who knew that an eight hour trip could take you so little from where you began.

    Thursday, October 21, 2010

    wow. what an amazing and challenging week.

    All week I have been overloading with STRESS over my stuipd third round speech i have to do in front of year seven, eight, nine and our principal on the topic, ''hitting the right note''. great topic. right?
    And all through the week, I have also been praying for God to help and guide me...and now and the evening of Thursday (with speech tomorrow) I find myself with a good speech that i am 110% happy with and really, I just wanted to share how much God has helped me. I'm not asking for you to suddenly believe me, but to me, thats what it was. none of it really was my own work, it was all God and his one thousand twenty five hundred and six hundred blessings..


    I was MEGA DYING on the weekend and could only think of one topic. FACEBOOK. not interesting and unoriginal. all through to about yesterday i wasn't happy with any of my 100000000 topics and I had so many fits and agro sessions due to all my stress. I wanted to make a good impression on these people and i wanted to be happy with my speech. and really, towards last night I thought about one particular topic, and I ended being content with it. So i wrote some and woke up early to work on it. And worked on it some more this afternoon. And it grew from being a not-that-stinky pile of dog poo with 6 flies hanging around, to actually being a flower opening in the rays of the sun. (clicheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

    And now all i have to do, is say it and complete the final steps of this winding staircase.

    Monday, October 18, 2010

    Hey, how was the alphabet soup?


    take a peeky and tell me what you reckon :)

    Wednesday, October 13, 2010

    sooodesune?

    the last few days of holidays were almost as mad as a hatter :))
    I went to a friend's house and played with her ADORABLY non-existent puppy. (it is approximately the size of your computer screen..or possibly smaller)
    A friend came over and we had a picnic and made a CHOCOLATE SOUFFLE.
    observe.



    next day a lot of our group went to *xxxxxx* for a picnic and saw despicable me! It was a slightly pedo-weird but cute movie. most favourite quote= "ITS SO FLUFFY I COULD DIEEEE.''

    then for the weekend carrie invited annie and I to the most awesomest time ever! We stayed at her holidays and did a lot of pondering at the beach and jumping over every wave for hours...it was cold but the numbness made the frozen water warm :) the water was as clear as contacts and it was beauutiful :) we stayed late talking about girlie stuff and ate the most DELICIOUS food ever.

    now school as started and i feel like i've been here already for too long.
    you know the feeling when life is going so well you could fly with happiness? but you know that it doesn't work that way so you're almost anticipating a little smack in the face. and when that smack in the face comes. you don't know whether you don't feel anything anymore ...or things are just out of place...or that really, maybe and possibly life can still be good.....



    Tuesday, October 5, 2010

    i heard a whizz and a bang and i'm sitting in the middle of a road called the holidays.

    Most of the first week  of the holidays I spent with my sister which was AWESOME.
    Now i'll just have to reboot my brain and trigger the memory so i can tell you my story.
    ...............................................moo..........................
    okay. On the very first saturday I went to hyde park and had a picnic. wait a minute..thats old news.
    nevermind. on the next few days i chilled at home with my sister and ate yummy food like sakata and avo dip and sandwhiches with tuna, avocado, cheese, sweet chillli sauce and other stuff.


    On thursday-Friday i went to a friend's house and we talked about the future and dwelled so deep
    that i felt like i had already experienced the whole thing and realised that the present is now and nothing hasn't happened until i make it happen.


    Then on saturday my sister and i saw toy story three!! IT WAS SO GOOD!! i cried! it was amazing!! it is/was like the best movie ever! oh yeah, and we ate curly fries...AND THEY. WERE. CURLY.


    then on sunday mum and i went shopping in chatswood and i bought a leotard for ballet!! its so exciting :) but now i'm just really nervous for thursday because i do'nt know ANY of the routine and the concert is in 7 weeks!! hahahaha. ha. (nervous breakdown)


    Yesterday we went bowling, mum and sis! it was so much fun! then went to a chocoalte cafe and drank italian hot chocolate and ate churros...earlier that day. my sis and i were chilling at home and we found THE MOST FLAVOURSOME. MOST ORANGE. MOST MSG -NESS SAKATA IN THE WORLD. OBSERVE. AND COMPARE THE PAIR.
    the end. how is everyone?

    Sunday, September 26, 2010

    pikuniku in haidu paruku

    went to a picnic in hyde park today with my sister and her friends!! took awesome photos with my neww camera and had an awesome time~! (all polaroids seen are from sis's polaroid camera)
    enjoy thy photoness. we went to a yummy korean restaurant afterwards and I ate bim-bim-baep? (*spelling)





    Saturday, September 18, 2010

    obsessing over dancing.

    OKAY.
    I THINK.
    I'M GOING TO START BALLET
    (!!)
    At first after I watched the class, i was SUPER intimidated because it was like primary school kids + afew high school girls doing PRO ballet uber technical stuff and i was like ohhhhh.........nooooo...
    BUT carrie gave me uber pro advice:
    "All you have to decide is whether you want to do it or not. Don't think about whether its too hard, because if you want to do it you're going to do it anyway. The only difference is when you start, now or later. So you might as well start now if you want to otherwise you might regret it"
    Alsoooo

    OMG i stilll CAN. NOT. FREAKING. BELIEVE IT. We were in the middle of our hip hop class and shes said the next bit is more lyrical hip-hop where she would choose the 'better dancers'  to do it while everyone else waits on the side of the stage for the dance. She taught all of us so we all did it, then she chose some pro people and then chose me!!! i was like.......wait whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTT? and i STILL. CAN. NOT. BELIEVE IT!! i hope i don't come across at boasting, because really its not THAT MASSIVE but its just than i am extremely extroverted and like to tell everybody about bigger things in my life ...and i still can't get over it. wow. wow.


    The problem is,  I CAN'T EVEN DO IT!! and i look nooby..especially attempting to do a body roll, seriously, try and do one, i can't do it!! and now i'm worried that eveyrone else in the class hates me because i just came and i randomly got chosen even though they understandedly don't udnerstand how and why and i'm worried i won't do it according to the teacher's expectationsssss??????? I also reckon its some sort of challenge from God for me to stay humble.HOWWW.. i'm not quite sure...but i hope i can be humble...Anyway.
    Dancing is awesome! and so is dance academy :P (6:05 ABC 3 everyone:)

    Wednesday, September 15, 2010

    After a many moons

    wow. haven't blogged in a while...
    so..
    I GOT A NEW CAMERA!!
    my mum came back from China and bought me a slightly newer version of my dead camera....
    soooo its picture time!
    Today we went to customs house with jo, ivy and carrie and it was AWESOME. though i feel incredibly
    regretful about the random 8 bucks spent at mcdonalds on nothing in particular, but the coke float was really yummy...so we went to the gulyian cafe later and drank some chocolate banana concoction which was delightful while staring with bewilderment at the beautiful bridge of sydney and the water glisten in the sunlight and wow this is a really really long sentence, really. And people need to stop polluting the waters. because it means that people get a disease called plastojellocinations. plastojellocinations. when someone perfectly normal starts to think jellyfish are plastic bags because THERE ARE SO MANY.  jo knows what i mean.
    therefore, enjoy :) (omg still can't get over how clear the photos are!)




    Tuesday, September 7, 2010

    what goes up, must come down.

    When people were living in the 1920's, they never really understood how lucky and happy life was. They partied and spent money and built buildings and in general, had the time of their lives. It was until 1931 that previously blue skies turned black with pollution until all great things were blocked by this sludgy period called the depression. No one really knew that something so horrible was coming, because when something is THAT good in such a short period of time, sometimes a wall and a street crash together and the whole world falls apart.

    Okay. so how is thisi relevant to anything apart from a history test? well. you know how yesterday i posted a post about being SUPER productive? Let me tell you how 'productive' TODAY was.
    • Got home at 3:50
    • Walked Pepper until 5:15
    • Began to watch random crappy tv show
    • Sat there and snacked the whole time on unhealthy food until 7:15
    • Am blogging.
    I have done SO LITTLE so far it only took up FIVE dot points. now look at how many dot points were in my previous post. Here is my theory. Our decisions to be productive are like a tiny tennis ball at the top of a snowy mountain. If we take a tiny step to snack and watch a little bit of tv, suddenly you have tumbled into a giant snowball of crap where you have ate lots of crap and watched lots of crap and become a piece of crap.

    Now say you decide to shower and NOT snack or watch tv. You step onto a glowing escalator this fluffy instead of retardedly corrugated and almost without effort, climb up on the stairway to the heaven of productiveness and once you have reached the top, you feel like you are floating in the air....because you are. because really, you become an angel in the heaven of productiveness.

    So the choice should be simple? Became a piece of crap, or become an angel in the heaven of productiveness? WRONG. because of a little three letter word called SIN. and shapes sensations. a little will only lead to the whole box and a stomach full of retarded wiggly shapes that have been baked not fried even though it probably doesn't make that big of a difference because in the end it just becomes a piece of ****. in your intestines.



    Monday, September 6, 2010

    bizzare

    Today was SO PRODUCTIVE ITS NOT EVEN WRITTEN IN THE GREAT BIG BOOK OF EVERYTHING POSSIBLE.

    • Got home at 3:55
    • Walked Pepper until 4:45
    • Showered until 4:55
    • Began to study maths for 45 minutes
    • Took a short break and ate half a brownie 
    • Continued to study for maths for another 45 minutes
    • Took a short break and ate rest of half of brownie
    • Studied Japanese for half an hour
    • Edited a bit of Science notes
    • Dad came home just in time and had YUMMY JAPANESE DINNER
    • ばんごはん に にほんごのたべもの を たべます。
    • taught dad numbers/age/greetings/family for japanese
    • watched random asian drama
    • now it is only 8:55, I feel prepared for japanese and a bit more for maths and almost ready to sleep!!
    Being productive feels. GOOD. not in a wrong way.............as in endorphine way. i think thats how you spell it....and i think i know why. At this point it getse a bit personal...but i think its because God is helping me get through this obstacle that is also known as the exam period.

    Sunday, September 5, 2010

    leedle beedle of love



    I'm not sure if any of you have wondered what my wall looks like...but this is what it looks like :) a lot of poscards/business cards i collected from carriage works markets an autumn's moonlit night ago....
    i've got exams coming up and the problem here is i'm just not studying. my logic. no facebook=edit photos on picnik. no picnik/internet=watch tv. no tv= eat food. 
    I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE HOLIDAYS. unfortunately most of the group is going overseas....but at least its spring.

    Saturday, September 4, 2010

    pikuniku



























    left: carrie
    right: kath (i know the words are REALLY DEPRESSING but it kinda suited the picture...it also looks sort of like a movie poster :O )
    pet show today was sort of fun but REALLY EXHAUSTING. we had so many bacon and eggs and corn left but we still made a lot of money. overall it was good but no one really came apart from some teachers forced to be involved and year eights forced to come.
    SORRY IF I SEEMED PISSED OR PUSHY TODAY. :( but business is tough in a world where a bacon and egg roll plus a corn is only $6...

    Friday, September 3, 2010

    I think (I think) I'm finally getting it right

    Just had dancing and I FINALLY get it. I dunno..but it is just randomly easier for me to learn stuff and remember it. Nit was right :) I'm soo happy now because classes are now UBER fun rather than fun but really hard-and-i-don't-even-know-the-********-routine. I still don't really know the Jazz routine, but what we learn I can remember :) The teacher says that Carrie and I are picking things up pretty quickly so...
    OMG. i wore my awesome jazz shoes today! they were so comfy and pro and awesome :)
    at the moment i'm just really tempted to join another studio....(go to two studios)....
    and Jo. start classes. :D

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