THankyou Carrie SO MUCH! it feels great to get my thoughts down on paper. :) the perfect present
Today has been a morning filled with thoughts reminiscing and rowing a boat up and down the rivers of life. Where has the time gone? Who is this girl in the black-and-white photograph who smiles with such naivity and innocence? Her head rested on her hand as her eyes glisten. THat familiar red jumper filling my imagination even though there is no colour in the photo. This is me. Preschool. Four years of age. I try to read emotion in her eyes, the hidden thoughts, but there is none. Because naitivy should be captured, and this is a rare shot. I'm 15 now. Eleven whole (fricken) years later. I have nothing to say...
Yes, life is beauitful, absolutely amazing, it grows more and more beauitful the more you look at it. Stop looking and you'll forget. These are the times when you claim time has pressed fast forward. But if you stop, take some time, and look up. Look up at those delicate white puffs of cloud that have the ability to fill your heart and keep those philosophical and lovely thoughts with you, in those fleeting moments.
I'm surrounded by beauty. I feel like crying and i guess the beautiful and slightly melancholy music playing in my ears isn't helping, but the truth is, I like it this way.
obsessed? maybe just a little :)
