Remember when we thought the moon was made of cheese?

Everyday we get older, and everyday we learn something new, and everyday we look back, yet forward. Before my sister graduated, we would come home after school, turn on the TV and grab a snack. This ranged from (for variety is the essence of life) cheese and crackers, biscuits, ice-cream, chips and something we liked to call CCMM (Cold Chocolate Milk and Marshmallows). Due to utter genius and experimental luck, my sister one day, discovered: The Roasted M & M. 

Everyday should be planned,

carve your own course,

go where you want,

but every other day,

drop your sails,

and let your boat wherever,

the ocean of time takes you.

One more thing,

if a little thing is all it takes to make one happy,

then open your eyes

and discover all the little things in everyday

that makes it specially ordinary.

Thoughts that make me feel stuff that I don't want to feel.

Philosophical thoughts. WHY. all they do is make me depressed and wish i was a better person who was more appreciative, OR they make me appreciative but wish other people were better people so that the other kind of people didn't have to be so hurt. Right now, things happen and those things either make me feel one of three things, happy, sad, or nothing. Sometimes i feel life is bland yet i know its because i am taking every single thing for granted and that i should just be happy because i have the ability to.


WHY DO I KEEP THINKING. thinking sucks. we should just live on dreams and amongst the clouds... because if the world was upside down everything would still be the right way up and the right way up would still never be right.

Good morning day! Have you had your action yet? Well thats nice.

Seriously? Don't ask about the title.
Today was interesting...I'm not going to bother asking if you want to know because...well...thats stupid. 

Tests back and tests to do,

Travelling back to 1901

and science teacher saying POO.

I hate it when time erodes the sky around you and nothing is done and nothing needs to be. Watching the sunset today as my doggie friend plays around with a buddy. It was really subtle today and everything was peaceful. Worries earlier I suppose were forgotten. You know, why is it that you seem to be able to find so much joy where problems don't cloud...when others around you seem to suffer right next to you? Why can't I help them? Why is there nothing i can do to make life that bit better? It is when you watch someone you love whether it be a friend or a sister go through something with foundations of bread crumbs and can't eat it away for them, that nothing but questions can be asked.

Going for dessert eh?

I feed my dog dinner-check
I open the door so she can poo/wee etc. -check
She finds a struggling bee, puts it in her mouth, runs into the garden as if to tell the other bees that it's hurt, runs back -with the bee still in her mouth- puts it outside the door and goes inside. After I close the door, the bee can't fly properly and bashes into the glass multiple times as if trying to follow Pepper. (my doggie) A few minutes later, Pepper wonders back to the door and looks for it. *


*not on the agenda whatsoever. I thought she was going to die. ^^

nothing but a list of childhood memories.

Teletubbies

Rugrats

Arthur

Sesame St

Playschool

Bananas in Pyjamas

Spot

Pokemon

Bear in the Big Blue House

Thomas the tank engine

Hi 5

Wiggles (News)

CatDog

Saturday Disney

Postman Pat

Noddy

Elmo's world

Baba
Angela Anaconda

Drunk on clouds.

I think these days I've just day-dreamed under too many clouds. Don't get me wrong, it's not a bad thing, I mean it makes you as peaceful and philosophical one can get. They sort of drift over your head, but reaaally slowly. I love blue skies, but what is even better is when it's really cloudy, and when your eyes travel across, there is a small patch...or hole in the clouds, as if a giant basketball has been thrown into the sky, and you see this pure blue. And you just want to fly and swim through it all at once until you're above the clouds and in a world of blueness.


So...what are the long-term effects of watching too many clouds? 
Answer: Dreaming about purple clouds floating on the pathway outside your house.

p.s I think that clouds should become fairy floss and fairy floss should become clouds.

I swear that one day we'll all be friends and the past never mattered.

If the world ended in 6 days and 5 hours 

and 32 minutes and 41 seconds

and 98 milliseconds.

Then what you did to your friend yesterday

what you said to your mum

That feeling when what you thought was trust

snapped before you

and those seconds you spent crying in your room

That time when you were 2 and your teeth 

were itchy so you bit your mum's leg

or when you were 5 and started school 

and everyone was taller

and you never wanted your mum to walk away

and leave you.

When you were 8 and you had a crush

on that guy you sat next to everyday

he became your classroom friend

and you felt happy just sitting there

in class listening to the teacher.

and you would talk to him and found it

easier, unlike other boys.

Until you changed schools when you were double digits,

and you felt old, and sad

You occasionally thought about him,

but you knew it wasn't something that special, 

it was just one of those things.

Your new school was friendly,

it liked you, and you liked it.

You met new people and didn't like them,

but then you moved on and found another girl,

and you wanted to sit next to her in maths,

but someone else already asked,

so you sat on the desk adjoining hers,

and someone else sat next to you,

and you said ''hi''.

And from there that girl you sat next to,

and that girl who you wanted to sit next to,

became your buddies,

and you wouldn't notice till later

that they meant a lot to you.

From that first day of high school

until you were 14

(for you never know what the future holds)

You made more friends,

and they all sat on a comfy bench,

lying in the middle of your heart,

keeping that warm spot warm

just for you.

And you often reflected

how you loved your friends

and your family

and your life

and God

and for some reason that made you sad

You would think about the problems 

some people on that bench of yours

have to endure

and you hoped with all your might

that you would be on that bench of theirs

in their heart

and help them feel happier

and take away their sadness.

Until one day, you just wonder

as you stare at the clouds,

and your music strolls along

and everything around you doesn't matter.

Because you're wondering what would happen,

If the world ended in 6 days and 5 hours 

and 32 minutes and 41 seconds

and 98 milliseconds.

Like a princess waiting for a prince, who comes...but never rescues her.

I listen for the ice-cream truck and hear its' Beethoven,
But I never see it come.
The tune fades away and lingers in my memory,
Like a thought once filled with hope,
But neglected by time.


I heard it again once,
I could hear the melody,
Dancing through my soul as it crescendos,
Its' presence stepping closer to my reality.


It was untill that sweet pink van drove right past,
That I was shunned into the depths of savouryness,
And to never eat sweets again,
For eternity.

There's something about rowing at 6:00 in the morning...

I know what you're thinking.."YOU ROW?" no. I don't. I cox thankyou very much. In a matter of fact, I sometimes feel the neglection us coxes face as we do.

In a recent rowing camp, my coach went to Hungry Jacks with the intention to collect our crew some party hats. (Of course with some fries and a coke while we're at it) Ok so there are 5 people in a crew, 4 rowers and 1 cox. Personally I found it rather clear that therefore, 4+1=5...but obviously not. He walked out of the place with 4. Later in the car trip, he realises (note: the details of these events are directed by my imagination, so it is technically not quite the truth) that he forgot something...but what was it?

"Where's my hat?"
"*insert male frieind's name* broke it."
"Thats so mean! Why?"
"Because he's an idiot"

therefore chaps I am able to apply what we learn from english, to real life.
This boys and girls, exemplifies irony and conveys the discrimination of today's society.
thankyou, thankyou very much.