what is this madness?

just as i was recovering from my cold yesterday, guess what said a cheery good morning today? A fever.
WOOT.
not only do i have to complete a massive art assignment that is taking forever, i have a japanese assessment as well as random and heaps of english homework all on wednesday. 
Unfortunately i'm too sick to spend my day doing work while only half being sick and secretly bludging, so i watch the clock tick by in my day sleep thinking of all that stuff i need to do but probably can't even if i tried because i would end up complaining in my answers and falling asleep on my laptop.
on top of that i can only eat stuff less-hard than a piece of bread because of my braces. wow. weird. i have braces.


I GUESS at this time i sort of appreciate all that stuff my mum does for me, and i SHOULD be appreciating the massive fact that i'm alive and go to a private school and can afford medicine and have warm blankets at night...but like i said. i have a fever and my dreams are nightmares of my reality.

Eventfulness is the time for appreciation.

OMG. 
WE
WON
OUR
'FINAL'
BASKETBALL GAME
THAT WOULD DETERMINE
IF WE WOULD
GET 
INTO
THE SEMIFINALS.
*collapses*
I swear i felt as triumphant as a cucumber on a mountain of minced beef.
IT WAS SOOO CLOSE!
the score was 28-23~~!
after basketball game,
went straight to dentist
got braces (==")
went to hairdressers
went to postoffice
went to vetenary
and i'm finally home now.
*stares blankly at my clock which is the shape of a soccer ball and watches the seconds tick by as my brain cogs disappear in a poof and my mind is blank enough for reminders of homework to enter and die*

theory of extremity. you're so _____ that you're not _____ anymore.

why is it that if we shoved an ant in glass slides and look at it with massive glasses and zoom in 100 times that it seems to move so incredibly slowly, yet if we zoomed out and stood there staring at what others assume as the ground when really you're watching the ant, it seems to move so much faster?
okay. now read that story again and reverse the processes.


what i'm trying to say is that the days of the week go by VERY slow. and the years go by VERY quick. why? because we're stupid undeserving humans who have nothing better to do than to be unappreciative and complain about the shortness of life while looking at their days like a pile of unwashed laundry in the sun.

the end.

Gozmele...NOMNOMNOMNOM....empty plate.

after school my mum picked me up ontime (!) and we went to birkenhead shopping centre and bought stuff for pepper and then I ate beef gozmele (yummyummm) with an apple and mango juice. Practised violin for the first time in a term for 30 WHOLE minutes. am happyy!! sister just came home and randomly took pepper on night time walk and i am thinking about violin now and the stars and art assignment and hoping thats enough for me to finish whatever it is i'm doing so i can go to sleep and dream.

and tonight in my dream i'll cross the seas in a paper boat..

the title is inspired by Cocoon's song, 'Paper Boat' here are some lyrics.

"We'll cross the seas, and we will brave storms 

In a paper boat 

To leave, leave, forever leave 

The Everlasting Land"

at home alone again,

but pepper by my feet is keeping me warm

and i'm kinda quite content right now.

youth group this morning was fun as usual

oh and by the way, yes the picture in this post is one of my polyvore sets, again inspired by the song..dum di dum..yes it is a nice song :)

and so there are so called 'problems' now 

but to why they exist is beyond my understanding

lets just STOP

and be bestfriends okay?

you can be my friend just because i like you

and i can be your friend because you are my friend

so when you get a cold this winter

we can both get a cold

and snuffle our way through the tissue box.

p.s if you wanna come on the paper boat too, meet me at the dock on cloudy street, but don't forget to bring an umbrella

what can i say but what a day in may..

unfortunately we lost our basketball game 17-22  >:[
i know. thats like one more goal and one penalty or three pointer.
aside from the loss, today was lovely..
basketball was fun ^^
got slightly moody since i was picked up late (by 40 minutes)
enjoyed a turkish sandwhich
rock-climbed with sis for most of the rest of the day
went to mcdonalds and i got a mocha and apple pie
and. bludged for 2 hours. (cough.)
had dinner with daddy (mum and sis were elsewhere)
played chinese checkers with him
he won 2:1
asked him about stuff
and watched most of eragon till now.
has square eyes.
is blogging.


i think i should start making a quote book, a dream book and compile a list of my dreams.
i also think the weekend should be 3 days, two days for bludge/work and one day literally dedicated to rest. and yes it will be illegal to do work or anything stressful or that causes unhappiness, therefore and clearly i should be prime minister. last night was somewhat empty but  read frankie, played piano while pepper slept by my feet and listened to music.

evil laughs are still laughs and i will laugh with the evil person who laughed because maybe they are actually funny.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
people said hai!!
therefore:
hello there lovely reader,
i thank you for reading my blog
and saying hi of some sorts
i hope you are well
i shall give you a metaphorical bandaid
so next time you papercut yourself while reading harry potter
you can use it immediately and go back
to the wonderful world 
of Harry, Hermoine and Ron.
(and maybe snape and luna too because they are cool.)

even though today kinda rained and it was mega gloomy and freezing etc.
it was really good!!
Got through quite a bit of work in art (yes, this is completely unusual for i normally lag 1000 miles behind and end up sitting there doing nothing), got more money from people for tutor group, talked to a girl who i don't talk to much and was happy, handed in our dorcas rug (yes it was a week and a bit late but Pepper has a bit of poop stuck on her butt.) had a free lunchtime and in double japanese we watched the rest of ponyo. which is  WEIRD. trust me.


Talked to another girl i don't usually talk to on the bus today and it was interesting :) 
For those who dislike winter-->go eat an icecream, it is yummier than in summer.


so there were two even cooler things that made my day:

• someone said that they could see me being school captain (even though this is never going to happen because i would never be near as 'popular' enough and two i wouldn't apply) and that they would vote for me...so sweet ^^
• the fact that people read my blog.

Don't know why but knowing why would spoil the mysteriousness of things that make you pleasantly surprised because then you would more or less expect it and the excitement wouldn't be as exciting.