I swear that one day we'll all be friends and the past never mattered.

If the world ended in 6 days and 5 hours 

and 32 minutes and 41 seconds

and 98 milliseconds.

Then what you did to your friend yesterday

what you said to your mum

That feeling when what you thought was trust

snapped before you

and those seconds you spent crying in your room

That time when you were 2 and your teeth 

were itchy so you bit your mum's leg

or when you were 5 and started school 

and everyone was taller

and you never wanted your mum to walk away

and leave you.

When you were 8 and you had a crush

on that guy you sat next to everyday

he became your classroom friend

and you felt happy just sitting there

in class listening to the teacher.

and you would talk to him and found it

easier, unlike other boys.

Until you changed schools when you were double digits,

and you felt old, and sad

You occasionally thought about him,

but you knew it wasn't something that special, 

it was just one of those things.

Your new school was friendly,

it liked you, and you liked it.

You met new people and didn't like them,

but then you moved on and found another girl,

and you wanted to sit next to her in maths,

but someone else already asked,

so you sat on the desk adjoining hers,

and someone else sat next to you,

and you said ''hi''.

And from there that girl you sat next to,

and that girl who you wanted to sit next to,

became your buddies,

and you wouldn't notice till later

that they meant a lot to you.

From that first day of high school

until you were 14

(for you never know what the future holds)

You made more friends,

and they all sat on a comfy bench,

lying in the middle of your heart,

keeping that warm spot warm

just for you.

And you often reflected

how you loved your friends

and your family

and your life

and God

and for some reason that made you sad

You would think about the problems 

some people on that bench of yours

have to endure

and you hoped with all your might

that you would be on that bench of theirs

in their heart

and help them feel happier

and take away their sadness.

Until one day, you just wonder

as you stare at the clouds,

and your music strolls along

and everything around you doesn't matter.

Because you're wondering what would happen,

If the world ended in 6 days and 5 hours 

and 32 minutes and 41 seconds

and 98 milliseconds.